why do people deserve second chances? and, what makes it ok for a person to be forgiven? is deception a good way to make someone feel your pain? is it not really deception, when u hurt so bad? so when you are falsley decieved, does it give you the right to lie also? how bad is it too keep something from someone because it is going to upset them? ( Read more... )

every damn day is so uneventful. im so bored. 4 days thank god. im getting the hell outta this shithole, for a week to go see the sweetest guy. his name is god... oh god how i love you!

so, im going to visit steve in florida. im super excited. i need to get the hell outta here for a while.if jim and i were still together, the 8th would be a year. im kinda happy that i am not with him, but im so lonely ( Read more... )

life still blows. especially when u only have 2 friends. and u aren't engaged anymore. well, i dont know what to say, ust hello my past.

every single day i have been with jim.... except for yesterday.. and i didnt freak out! oh man. i have to be with him today tho. things are ok now i guess. i mean everything isnt ok. i hate school so much, jim has been in bad moods lately, but he normally isnt happy all the time. i wish things could be absolutely perfect. even tho they are close ( Read more... )