a year ago today :::


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we never have issues.

but tonight we did

and I'm not okay

and she's asleep.

and i feel like nothing was solved

and

I'm

mad.

we are car rides with non stop laughing, we are kissing at red lights, we are holding hands, we are finishing each other's sentences, we are reading each other's mind, we are dates, we are smiling until we fall asleep, we are good morning kisses, we are secret kisses at work, we are perfect for each other... we are in love


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I got a 90 on my speech I did on gay rights. Everyone I talked to says they got C's, so I was super excited when I saw the 90 on the paper. We went to Bubba Gump's the other day, and started talking to the server about working there. They have three table sections, and because 90% of people who go in there are tourists, they come in, spend money, ( Read more... )

just went for a run. I have been so irritable today. So cranky. Every time Leo sits next to me by the computer and barks up at me, I, without even meaning to, clench my fists and turn to him really quick and yell. And he gets scared and jumps away, and it makes me feel bad. So I put him on a leash and we ran around the block. The poor thing just ( Read more... )

I'm so proud of her. She worked so hard last night, (she picked up half of my shift)  and was so tired, and got right back up at 6 and got ready for her internship. She is such a hard worker, and she puts all of her effort into both jobs, even though she loves one a lot more than the other. She never ceases to impress me. She makes me so happy. We' ( Read more... )

its one effin thirty...

i'm so tired, and can't wait to just lay in bed with her.

*yawn*

worked all day. and do the same thing tomorrow. my feet hurt so bad.

night :)

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1: 42 am. I'm laying on the bathroom floor, dozing in and out of sleep, rubbing Sarah's back as she pukes her 4 beers and 2 shots into the toilet. The phone rings, it's dad. At 1:42 in the morning? Papa.

Hey- I just wanted to let you know that Papa passed away about an hour ago. The hospice called us and said he was sleeping and his breathing got ( Read more... )

Dad flew back up to Pittsburgh to see Papa. He's in a hospice now, and can just barely lift his head to acknowledge that you're in the room. He can't talk, and dad says he's never seen anyone so skinny, except for those pictures of people in the concentration camps.  He hasn't shaved, which dad said is probably a good thing because if he did, he'd ( Read more... )