Sad.

Dad called and said the cancer has spread to Papa's liver, and that he's got about a month or so, if that. It's very sad. The doctors say at this point, its just a matter of trying to balance the pain with the medication. We're going to Pittsuburgh Wednesday morning and coming back that evening, so we can say our goodbyes. *sigh*

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Well Well, where do I begin?

Dad told mom she had to be out by the end of the month. She had no job, no money, no gas in her car, she had no clothes that fit her, and then she and Rusty broke up. She was crying all the time and kept saying she felt like a loser. She even said stuff like "I'm not good at this whole 'life' thing" or "I just think it ( Read more... )

i went down a pant size!!!

have i mentioned how in love i am lately?


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Papa has a biopsy today. They found a tumor on his pancreas, and all of the signs are pointing to pancreatic cancer. Dad says its a fast moving, painful cancer, and that Papa doesn't have more than a few months. Which also means that grandma is going to have to come live here. With us. And mom will move out, Sarah and I will have to go back to the ( Read more... )

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i love my friends.

and i love birthdays.


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I'm feeling a lot better (and a little thinner) since I've started using Alli. People keep telling me they can see a difference. I eat right, I run even when I don't want to, and I take my pills. I'd totally reccomend Alli to anyone that is sick and tired of being unhappy. If you follow the rules, you'll see results ( Read more... )

i dont wanna go for a run.

so August 1st is here. And she doesn't have the rent. In fact, its worse. She's decided to tear up the carpet in her new room. Compltely tear it up, leaving only the wood underneath. I warned dad that she was thinking about doing this, and his exact words were "if she tears out the carpet I'll tear out her hair and use it as carpet ( Read more... )