um. considering my last few posts, i would like to leave these wise words:
i'm an emo kid, nonconforming as can be.
you'd be nonconforming too if you were just like me.
i have paint on my nails and makeup on my face.
i'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs.
thank you. goodnight.

there is absolutely nobody on this planet who could possibly understand exactly how i am feeling right now. i don't know why i get up in the morning. all i ever feel like doing is lying in bed. staring at the ceiling. or lying on the floor and staring at the ceiling. i don't even want to listen to music. or watch a movie. its all annoying and ( Read more... )

can't sleep. depressed. dunno why. just not feeling like me lately. missing jaimie. i'm not trying out for beauty and the beast any more. don't feel like it. whats the point if i'm not going to make it anyway? its too hard. i hate myself for being emotional over this. i'm causing drama and my feelings are just unnecessary. im so tired. im seeing ( Read more... )

auditions sucked.
utopia rocked.
i miss brian?
end of entry.

MARIJUANA ( Read more... )

i hate my life. everything sucks and i don't know how to have fun anymore. i just feel like lying in bed and doing nothing for the rest of my life. and nobody cares enough to even try to understand. and its not fucking pms if thats what you're thinking. this awfulness has been slowly getting worse for about a month. and i hate it. i just wish i ( Read more... )

mmhmm. brian and i are rich. for ebay reasons. it rocks my socks right off ( Read more... )

i had a freaking awesome dream last night. bennett was in it. in my dream, i had a huge crush on him and he had this huge birthday party at his house. and everybody in the whole freaking school was invited. and so i went with brian and annie and then they ditched me and i was off on my own. and then the party got busted because bennett's sister was ( Read more... )

stolen from brian who stole it from kristin.

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat, and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or ( Read more... )

i'm in love with brian.