But i don't give a hoot. I am over him. and i can go days without talking to him, but when he gets another girlfriend.. im going to go crazy. I know its dumb and it sounds like im not over him. but.. i am. maybe a small aprt of me isn't but really.. when i see him at the dance, with that other girl. even though he says they are " just friends" i ( Read more... )

 I love you.... and i need some assitance.. and i need you to call me a.s.a.p like.. the MOMENT you read this call my cellular device ,,mmkay? 513-1922 DO it. pplease. ill bring you squash. Love love love

- Macy

 Im  just done. I texted him today and told him " Im sorry, but im done. our relationship/ what ever it is.. is jsut too hard. im done."

Omg so i was totally Craving a Soda. So i Made Trevor bring me one then leave lol.  I love being Spoiled.  I think its because im not fat anymore. And because i know how to make myself look good instead of gross. Yay.

so this morning i went To Cliffs house.. We smoked ALOT but i didnt really get stoned wich was weird because i smoked Soooo much! ( Read more... )

 So i was supposed to Go to Adams today after the foot ball game tonight, And we were going ot watch a movie in his room, and probably fool around. but still, his mom didnt know we were gonan do that part, And he asked her if i could come over and she said " I dont think it would be right if she came over and you two watched a movie" GOD I HATE HER ( Read more... )

So.. I went To Adam's house today, things went good. WE laughed.. I cryed.. ya know the works. sex.. mmm sex.. lol anywaysa we aren't together. but i still love him very much . I hope we are eventually going to get back together. i know we are supposed to be together! anyways.. yeah.. anyways. dont feel sad for Macy. I mean you sorta can becasue ( Read more... )

Last night. Adam broke up with me. He said he just didnt really feel love for me anymore, but he still cared for me and had alot of feelings. I want to die. I know it will work out though. It has to. Adam and i are meant to be together. why would god put him in my life, just to take him away? I need him so bad, I want to go over to his house today ( Read more... )

Ahhh the first day of school. nothing like it! It wouldn't be so bad if today wasn't a fucking WHITE day. which means that we have ALL of our classes compacted into one tiny little day. My schedule wasn't that bad at first, but i needed to change a few things, So i had to, and now i dont have a class with nick!! that realy sucks, but maybe he will ( Read more... )

So hey every one. Its been a long ass time since ive updated. but my life has been pretty repetative. I finally got my permit!! a couple of weeks ago. i pretty much love driving with a growing passion! my mommy says im a natural! lol anywhoo ( Read more... )

Why hello. So i totally just spent a fabulous weekend at the country fair. It was indeed great. I love the hippie fair every one is so.. oh ya know.. HIPPIE ( Read more... )