pissed

[rainbowstar438]

i know i havent wrote in forever and no one will probably read this but i am really pissed off and crying and jes is on the phone with Kira so i cant talk to her

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[nyynkgrl0802]

well i read it hun.. im sorry things are so hard for you right now.. i know i am not a cuddle buddy but i am good at massages so if you want to come over one night or ill come to you and ill rub your neck and hopefully make it feel better.. as for the tired and and stressed well you know that runs with your emotions too not just your schedule but i just want you to know you can call and vent to me anytime or tell me you need me and ill be there.. i tell you that all the time but you never call anymore.. i love you girl you will get through this you always do..

[rainbowstar438]

well you are the only one that still does LJ... my neck hurts because of my laptop i dont know how to not look at it the way i do. i put icyhot on it and it kinda helps but then the next day i fuck it all up again. i know i can amke it i just want to give up its so much easier. and i know i can vent to you but i thought you were busy last night, i know you posted that you were with your brother and i didnt want to bug you. i feel like just bug everyone anymore, everyone has other friends and stuff.

[nyynkgrl0802]

mel i dont care if i am fucking nicole if you call and need me ill be there.. i can always see my brother or be with her.. the problem with your laptop is you need to make it eye level. when you sit on the couch or even at the table you bend your neck down all the time. it needs to be up higher so try sitting it on the table and stacking some books on it... you should also try doing neck stretches everyday.. i can get you some if you dont know them.

[rainbowstar438]

yeah sure get me some neck stretches... i just dont get why it started hurting now... i do the same thing everyday and after a year and a half it starts hurting... dont get it. i do try to make it more eye level it just doesnt seem to help.