im amazing. I have been getting so many A's on my test. I guess having my lil break down worked. I'm now trying harder. I may be behind 13 classes... well maybe 12 now, but im getting the good grades. I got an A in dosage forms so ill probably get an A in that class; I got an A on my therapy test, so ill get an A in that class and I just got an A ( Read more... )

I got a 96% on the test i took today. Im so getting an A in that class... now to catch up on other classes. Im soooo far behind

im really sad right now and im not sure why. i did have an amazing day with sam. last ngiht sucked but today was great. i love it when she is sober and we just hang out and talk. we had lunch at the park and we fed the birds and it was just great. then my mom called bitching at me and jes got mad at me because i told mom i was with her and i said ( Read more... )

that i forgot to put in my last post. I got a 92.5 on one of my recent tests. whoohooo. i think that is my first A on a test in pharmacy school. I know i can keep it up. so much to do so little time but i can make it. time to study, i got another test monday

she asked me out last night... finally! however scared i am of hurting her i know i really want this. she is really good to me and im so happy. we both said things wont change much and we are going to work together to make it work. last night i started stressing out about school and she told me to stay home. do what i got to do. no one is ever ( Read more... )

so work went great this morning. I had so much fun. I love this other pharmacist and the tech is great. I learned so much today. I am so proud of my progress. I was all happy and shit then my day went way downhill. on the way home a Railroad thing was stuck and i sat there for like 20 minutes. so it took close to an hour to get home. then when i ( Read more... )

the first day was great. I was so scared that I was gonna do something worng. The pharmacist let me watch for a while. Then she had me getting and putting meds back that she was usuing. Then she made me count them as well. I was so scared that I was gonna mess up but the only way I really can is by counting out the wrong number of pills... and if i ( Read more... )

i was reading my LJ about Sam. I keep saying how much fun I have with her and all thisi jazz but why s it now that she is getting serious that I dont want her? Am I just scared and running/pushing her away? if it is then i want to stop. i want to like her i think she will be fun and she doesnt do anything that really bothers me... at least i keep ( Read more... )

so Sam had that date Saturday night. I thought i look better than that chick but whatever. It bothered me a little when she told me but not so much after I saw her. Plus the girl wasnt all over Sam all night. They really didnt hang out... so what was the point of the date ( Read more... )

i had a test today and it should have been pretty easy. everyone else knew the material really well but i guess i didnt give myself enough time tp study or i cant remember shit anymore. i did so bad on it. i dont know why i cant study anymore. i used to be so smart but now i feel so stupid all the tiime. other kids can do it so its not impossible i ( Read more... )