wow i didnt realise i didnt blogged for so long. was quite stressed recently cos of FM. i nearly broke down the other day cos i really think i might fail the subject. made a rash comment to my parents saying i might wanna quit school if i fail. but i regretted making such a comment cos i made them quite worried la. i guess i just need to spend more ( Read more... )

I guess this blog will be updated once every fortnightly ( Read more... )

I haven been doing a proper update for 2 weeks. The week before I was busy with acapella training every night till almost 3am. Tired to the max. The outcome was average only lah. One, I really cannot sing well. Two, the mic sucks. But before acapella I seem to be out of hall meeting up w pantages ppl every night, then rushing back at 11pm lol ( Read more... )

omg my brain is exploding soon. i studied from abt 2-1130pm today. crazy. i cant really und FM. hopefully things get better.

i don't even have time to do a proper update. am supposed to move back into hall tonight but i decided to head back tml morning.

another hectic week ahead. with projs and assignments rushing in, idk if i can still survive

School officially started ytd with Accounting for my first lecture in 13 months. Can't really stand the lecturer's singlish accent. Judging from my fellow kiasu coursemates, i'll have to start learning how to be a mugger soon. Had business law lec today. I think its probably the first time I paid 95% attention to a full 2 hour lecture. I miss my ( Read more... )

I can't explain how much I was looking forward to today becos I get to see the lovable pantages clique. Screamed and gave hui jia a big hug when I saw her at Nanyang Audi in the afternoon. We went back together in the evening to meet up w the rest and it just feels like home really. Audrey Cheong! I miss you badly too! Been so long since I last saw ( Read more... )

Saying hi from my hall room now at 234am, with my hair bunned up, humming to yes 933. Yes I'm alone at this hour. I wonder how long I'll stay actually. I kinda miss my home badly ( Read more... )

I hate farewells.

Was touched by da jie's and xiao mei's 'love' letter and always there care bear. Ivyna's ai xin cake and chocolates too. I love you guys to bits.

I need some strength. Refusing to believe school is starting very very very soon.

And I just didn't know it could be that hard.

Once the trust is broken, things can never be the same anymore.

I hate the feeling of disrespect. I must be firm this time round. I can't be bothered with all their shit anymore. Just lies, excuses and a facade to begin with.