Here I am. I'm sick. And I feel fucking miserable. I'm even more sick than I was yesterday. I feel like a complete waste of carbon laying in bed like this but I can't do much else. I'm coughing like mad, my throat kills, and I'm feeling weak.
I want someone to tell me that they know how hard I'm trying... I want someone to tell me that they can see it in my eyes how hard I'm trying.