I haven't done anything but lay on my floor and watch anime and play video games occasionally. Even this has gotten boring. I catch myself staring into space for hours at a time. I don't have the motivation to get up, go anywhere, or even eat. I don't have the motivation for anything. I feel like nothing matters. I really don't care. I haven't ( Read more... )

I went to 711 for a cup of coffee this morning. Then I played video games, watched anime, and slept. I spent some time outside watching bumblebees in the afternoon ( Read more... )

these past few days were like a memento mori ( Read more... )

I just had a nightmare so bad that I think I'm going to be sick. I am literally so upset my stomach is upset.

Fucking hell.

Why the hell is this happening now?

in the dream she said she'd rather that i start smoking again than stop talking to him ( Read more... )

So here I am in Madison, Wisconsin. I'm in Erik's dorm and it's raining outside. Chris is playing Actraiser on the Wii. And I... Well, I'm just fine and dandy ( Read more... )

I got two hours of sleep last night because I spent the entire night studying for my Honors final. I got one hour of sleep in a nap this afternoon. AND IT MADE ME FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT ( Read more... )

Instead of an angsty woe is me post, I decided to post moar happiness ( Read more... )

last night was so bad i thought i was going to die ( Read more... )

i guess you can say i'm broken-hearted ( Read more... )