Yea, Kei says that too "you act different around me then Camary." to be honest, I don't know why i act different around her. i used to try everything in my power to be liked by EVERYONE, but i failed. i was a coward for trying to be like everyone, but im still learning. yes, your right, i try to be different, but its like i cant help it. im still trying, and i try to be my own person, but its hard. i didnt know you were trying to talk to me. i honestly didnt know. but now we since we kinda understand each other, we could actually talk about this in person. let me know if you wanna meet somewhere or something! ^.^
Well, Kei was right. I didn't know she thought that, becasue we hardly say anything about you guys, except for when you all ignore her. She gets upset on that stuff. And, hey, I think everyone's been that stage where they want everyone to like them, I know I have. But I soon learned that everyone will never like me, so I stopped trying to please other people and lived for myself, and if someone likes who I am, good for them and if not, they can go suck a lemon. But it's hard for me to say that when it bothers the fuck out of me when people don't like me. For example, Kye and I used to be close and now he hates me. Same with Rance. Rance and I were never close seeing as how he dated my best friend and broke her heart, but we were friends and now we only get on each other's nerves, I don't know why it's like that, now. But I'm sure sooner or later it'll get better...or I'm hoping. You don't have to try to be anything you're not, just relax and in time you'll find out who you are. It isn't a bad thing that you're different around
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