meh...

[rainedoutparade]

so... true story I had never loved a girl until my most recent ex... ever... we were together a year... not even my longest relationship... but I truly love her... not even past tense... this is the reason for the depression... one girl... I hate to say it but my first love... me... I dont just love girls... but this one stole my heart... I cant

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[coldoctobernite]

aw.. maybe you should talk to her and tell her how you feel.

good luck, kid! :]

[rainedoutparade]

we talked we tried.... I moved... it just wont... work and now... she doesnt talk to me anymore... I feel like some sort of crazy guy jen its awful...

[coldoctobernite]

aw i'm sorry.
well, i guess you just need to get over her.
and honestly, i've found the best way to do that is.. well, get a rebound. heh.
and you HAVE to get rid of all the photos and just keep yerself occupied so you don't think about her.

[rainedoutparade]

see I could stay busy if I had a job but I havnt found any work in Denver yet :( and being alone like that its just hard... and the pictures I know I gotta do it...