denver was amazing... flogging molly was amazing and wonderful and yeah... I will see them everytime I can... word... I am very tired... I have to work tomarrow and I dont wanna but now it is time for sleep and finding nemo....jackie is one crazy kid... crazyyyyy... and sleep....sleepgnojggjbsamnbn sleep... oh oh and I havnt been drinking lately ( Read more... )

I hate updating guys... it feels like a chore but I enjoy reafding about a certain few of you guys so I feel I should ya know let know how Im doin... I enjoy watching poker on tv...I wanna start playin texas hold'em on the weekends with my buds ya know little money... ya know... i think roxanne is gonna move to cali soon... I dont blame her... I ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KARENNNNNN!!!!!!!! WWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO you can legaly go to rated r movies and you will never have to worry about a curfew ticket again. I called you this morning at like 730 and left a message on your machine I hope it was you that I called cause well I had barely gone to sleep like an hour before that ( Read more... )

someone please tell me why I will never beable to let go... tell me why i often want to cry... tell me why she gets thrown around her whole life... tell me why I cant do anything to help but sit there and say Im sorry... tell me why she couldnt have come into mylife 3 years from now... tell me I havnt gone out since friday... being cooped up at ( Read more... )

      Homosexuality is an abomination...

sorry...

Im very tired and alone.... and I have alot of school work to do... but I dont wanna do it for I am a bummmmm x 10... bleghm... I sold mah car :( so many memories.... i wanna cry...

e-mail da e-mail what what da e-mail... or journal... or whatever... update time... jordan + wonderful mood + beau on drums and keyboard = music that is sooo fun like acousticness and accordiannessssssss it was great... good time was had by all... everything is going just right for me now... ok... its not bu I like to believe it is... lalalala... ( Read more... )

so I was sick today when i came home from the westside... probably due to the fact that I finally noticed that roxanne I dunno its just not gonna work out... were too different and I dont want her to change who she is for me so I broke up with her... she started crying when she got out of the car.. felt like my heart was getting ripped out... i ( Read more... )

what was the perfect ending to this horrible week?... jordan I said this is it it cant get worse... of course it can it always does... perfect ending?... roxanne dumping me and then 2 seconds later my dad asking me when Im gonna move out... im gone

this week has been really really really hard on me... few will understand the full thing but yeah just know... me and roxy have been fighting and its really hard I've cried everyday this week except today...im not the crying type... and me and my dad are fighting... mostly because he doesnt understand me and I didnt understand himtill I talked to ( Read more... )