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still numb, in denial?
well I'm still kind of numb. Or maybe I'm in denial? I don't know. I do know I'm still confused. I mean, it's not like it's something tangible that's changed, emotions don't have a solid physical form so there's no physical evidence of a change. Matt still goes out with his friends and hangs out with his family, he's still calling home or ( Read more... ) -
Southeast Agribusiness Conference
okay... only 1 week left until the big conference in Richmond. I guess I should start making a list of things I think I'll need or want to bring with me to Richmond ( Read more... ) -
and yes, the relationship is dead.
I don't get it, how can you just stop loving someone? I know I can't, you can't just turn feelings on or off at the touch of a button ( Read more... ) -
stupid online retailers continued
and to further the stupidity... (or maybe they just don't care?)
I told them in an email that I was very upset to find the wrong vacuum was delivered, and the fact that it was a Saturday delivery and the store isn't open on saturdays just irritated me all the more. I also said that since this was their error, I will not pay for return shipping, ( Read more... ) -
stupid online retailers
OMG. I swear, nothing is going right this week ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
the inner bitch and whiner was right all along. -
death of a relationship?
so... is this the end? Matt says there's no connection and it's just done ( Read more... ) -
my heart hurts and my head is numb
i just can't believe it... -
my heart hurts and my head is numb
my heart hurts and my head is numb. How ironic is it that the night after I write out some of my internal argument Matt decides that it's time to talk? He said we've grown apart and that it would be better for both of us to just be roommates. He doesn't feel a connection anymore ( Read more... )