Do you ever feel like you have a running commentary of yourself in your head? All day long, I sit in my room or at work, thinking... And, i can't seem to make decisions or figure things out for myself. Then, I ask others questions and it doesn't seem to be getting me anywhere. Then, I sit alone again, and ask myself several MORE questions. Nothing ( Read more... )

This is going to seem attention-seeking and stuff, but I don't fucking care. Get over it. This is a conversation with my mother, for those of you who don't know. She's the human being I've been doing nothing for but trying to help. She left me in this god-forsaken state (no offense). And, now, it doesn't matter. I'm afraid she's going to do ( Read more... )

Look! See this? It's OVER. OOOOOVER, I say. :)

I'm moving on, so is she. So, move off it. Get over it. Thanks!

RaineyFlutterby: thank you
Pimpin Pink Tofu: For?
RaineyFlutterby: posting on my journal
Pimpin Pink Tofu: I really never wanted to, but that bitch needs to keep her mouth shut. I hate posting on hers too.
RaineyFlutterby: I'm not being ( Read more... )

Grr... You know, I hate analysing myself. But, I guess you're all right. I guess I am a horrible person, I have no sense of morals, I use and abuse guys, I have no respect for myself, let alone anyone else, and yes, the biggest one of all: I am self serving and an attention-seeking whore. Everyone happy? Or is there more? Perhaps I am a slut as ( Read more... )

Thank you for caring. I don't know who typed that response to Amanda or to whomever is typing that, but thank you. Also, thanks to Hank for getting a journal JUST so oyu could comment. I really appreciate that. :) I have to get to work now, but I will update as soon as I can. And, thank you again, to whomever doesn't give in and believe the vicious ( Read more... )

Hey hey.

I know you hate it when this happens, but I'm happy. Ha ha ha ha ha. Uhmm, I'm still working too much, and I have had WAY too little sleep lately, but today is another one of those rare occasions when I get ot do nothign but sleep and clean. It's fascinating and I love it.

This weekend, I am going to go to a Halloween party, and I think it ( Read more... )

So, I'm doing better. Finally. I am working like crazy, and I really like it. I love being in charge. I guess you could say I am a control freak. But, I don't let it get to my head. I guess that's a really good thing. I could be like a mean, evil psycho-bitch who enjoys seeing the peril of my employees. HA HA!

There really isn't a whole lot that's ( Read more... )

Hot Off the Wire ( Read more... )

How am I supposed to respond? Can you tell me what to say or what to do in order to try to fix things? I mean, I never did anything to intentionally hurt anyone. And, I never meant for anyone to get mad at me or to hate me for anything I did. I think my only mistake was telling Amanda anything at all. Because, she couldn't just be my friend; she ( Read more... )

Heh.

So, I had a lovely day at work today. It was really awesome, being in charge. Not as scary as I thought. And as Dorion has told me many-a-time, I need to be louder. Apparently, all of my staff agrees. My general manager told me that after I have proven to the store that I can run it without asking questions, I will get my raise. then I can ( Read more... )