Finally- for two weeks or longer I feel like I have been holding it in, like I have been building up nasty flavoured flame, and now I am puking chunks all over the place... Bad little tidbits of semi-honest writing here and there. I have floaded my tribe blog with nonsense... I am starting in on here... I colored the most childish, stupid picture ( Read more... )

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Okay- I never ask for anyone who reads this to post... in fact I kind of like writing it thinking that no one reads it, ever... and being happily suprised when someone posts... Well- I am breaking my little comfort zone and actually asking for advice... here is the thing ( Read more... )

Dire straits= romeo and juliet... oh i am way too sappy- one would think i am drinking mead, not reisling.

It is about complete release. And I do not want to be alone right now- but that is the terrible thing, because there is no one I want to be with- no male, no female... i am not feeling the ice cream and pajamas and i am not feeling the random fuck and go.

Then why I am I breathlessly frightened by these messages ( Read more... )

Okay- drugged out rainie girl... had about two and a half hours of sleep this weekend and although I am tired as all fuck I am still going strong thanks to one last blow job. Yeah- it sounds terrible... but what can I say? I am one fucking happy slut. So I went to RWB this weekend. To be perfectly honset I was a little upset that I was not going to ( Read more... )

So I wrote ilia a sappy love letter, telling him a miniscule portion of the things i adore about him. I'll read it today before I send it off and possibly include another page or two of sweet nothings. That boy has got my head in a gentle spin. It is not too too bad because I can play with other guys and I can even fall in love with another guy if ( Read more... )

I want to write ilia a love letter. Damn it. I hate him.

So I am back in lovely san francisco- reevaluating my life and what I want and trying to decide on my next move. I am thinking that I came back from the playa a little too early- chazz and daxal and creature are all going out this weekend. I would have loved to have seen them out there. Mmmm- yummy creature-ness. But cest la vie- I am sure there is ( Read more... )