Its just a mad world.

Once there was a very beautiful girl, so beautiful they put her in a box. People stared and grabbed at her. She turned cold and bitter. Her long beautiful black hair now an aged white. Her radiant skin, flaky and wrinkly. Scars all up and down her arms and legs. Even her gorgeous bl;ue and white velvet dress turned a faded ( Read more... )

Me.

I am useless
I am blind
I am worthless
and always left behind

No one cares about me
or thinks I'm being real
Only believeing what they see
not feeling what I feel.

I've cried so many times
about what they think
There taunts and there rhymes
Turning my eyes red and pink

I fall to the floor ( Read more... )

You wonder why ( Read more... )

I"M SO SORE ( Read more... )

omg my best friend just told me that he lost his virginity! This really bugs me. He was drunk at a party and he had sex with one of his childhood friends. They are the same age and they are going out now but it's just weird. It really is sad that he lost his virginity while he was drunk and to someone he wasn't even going out with ( Read more... )

I decided.
I know.
I realized.
I.
I.
GIRRRRRRRRRRRR
So If something is differant about someone you love it shouldn't matter.
No matter what it is.
Any differances, or unexperiences.
If you love someone than nothing should matter unless they are hurting you.
It amazes me just how much your mind can open and your life can change thru one person.

So....
I ate Red Meat ToDAY!!!
I was so shocked.
IT wasn't that bad.
My dad made ribs and ya.
I was kinda flusstered all day.
Mom was being a bitch tto the cashier at Walmart and (after we got in the car)I told her how much it pissed me off and she got all bitchy with me.
And yea.
So many things happened this week!

I bought tofu

I realized how ( Read more... )

I'm raining down rage,
But my face is as blank as a page.
Throw myself into my own cage,
And stand alone on an empty stage.

It sings so violently,
But comes down so gently.
You think your better than me,
While wait till you see.

You point in between my bars,
Look at my mistakes and my scars.
Curled up in a ball
I take it all.

I take in and ( Read more... )

Different subject. I hate it that everyone thinks just because I am 16 I am naive and immature. But they really don't know the half of it. I haven't been a little kid since I was about 7.

See when I was seven both my older sister Denel, 19 at the time who was driving and 7 months pregnant with my niece, and Shana 17 at the time riding along, went ( Read more... )

Yesterday was honestly one of the best days I have had in a really long time.

A.k.a Tom came over.

So back to one of the best days of my life...

He came over and I got to show him my room, which is a big deal, because my parents are very strict about having people upstairs.

Then we hung out downstairs and I showed him alot of the stuff in my ( Read more... )