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[rainkisssed]

as if having a tremendously bad week and doubting my current life choices weren't enough, someone almost broke into our house today. i was home alone waiting for shrav to pick me up. we left a little past 8:30, my dad came back and called at 8:55. i was on the freeway with shrav when he called and said that someone had broken his car window.

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[beijingduck2001]

i am sorry. :( yeah be careful, arcadia is not really that safe.

[beijingduck2001]

iris, i couldn't respond to your last post, so i am commenting on this one. HANG IN THERE!!! everyone feels that way sometime during their college career and you are only a 2nd year, you still have 2 more years to go... maybe you'll free differently later. talk to other people in your major, they are probably feeling the same way you are... then you'll know you are not the only one!

you can do it!!!

btw, i just noticed that you have 3 s in your user name!

[rainkisssed]

thanks ssstacy.

yeah. i just feel so uncertain about my future, and i think that's why i feel so down. we need to have a jasu reunion sometime soon. i miss seeing you guys.

[susurin_tree]

we really do & i'm sorry that i can't be there for you in all of the ways that a friend should be.

i'd put in ellen kennedy's "i have no ambition" poem here, but i think that in certain states it might induce tears more than assuage any fears :\

love you and wish you well.

[_happy_as_rain_]

call me. or let me call you sometime soon. let me give you hope.

i hope you are okay. i really hate that eating thing staunch up boredom and self-hatred and guilt too. it's unhappy & painful.