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[rainonme33]

I'm having those thoughts again. Those suicidal thoughts. I mean, I constantly feel judged. If i make a mistake, everybody hates me. I need someone who loves me for who I am. And theres nobody there. Its like I'm not good enough. sure some of my friends would argue, but they have to. They are my "friends" I feel so freaking useless. I can't be like

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[viperpaktu]

....why do you think you're useless? HOW are you useless?

[teen_bulma]

oookay... rach hun.. you okie? you know you can talk to meh. im always on msn if im needed luv <3 oh.. and believe me.. i've felt like that *shrug* but not in a friend way.. i mean in a "parentsNEEDyoutohavegoodgradesanddowhattheywantorthey'llscoldthehelloutofyouandmakeyoufeelbad" kinda way *shrug* just like the other day... i'll post an entry :P

[rainonme33]

I r fine. Sorry about that you guys. I was extremely upset that night. I felt like I was being talked behind my back. I r ok now :)

[teen_bulma]

you better be biash. <3