I got asked several times why I didn't write an entry about River on the 30th.

I didn't take offense. The answer? I didn't want to. Plus, I didn't have to write it down. As long as I have someone to confide in and cling to and cry on, I'm fine. And I did, and I am.

It is cold outside... and I love it.

I have to leave LA. I've been trapped in this house, in this city, on this coast of this country, for long enough.

Where to now? New York? London? Canada? Antartica? Mars?

Anyone?...

Nine years ( Read more... )

Whatever.

I haven't really felt the need to update, because Eric is telling about basically everything happening in my life in his journal. But, in case anyone doesn't know, I'm in Edmonton with about thirty million point two of the best people in the world. Including Tobey who this icon is now named after :-* It's been great seeing everyone. I love it. I am ( Read more... )

All of you stop your crying and yelling and carrying on.

I AM HERE.

billy_tallent and villevalo took me off their friends lists. Just that quickly. :\ Kind of depressing. I really like both of them too.

Mmm...

Pennsylvania.

Alright, so my WinMX hasn't really been working lately, but I finally got it back up last night and immediately started downloading music. I am addicted to mp3s. Anyway, I finally, finally got around to downloading "A Moment Like This" by our very own k_clarkson, and I must say that I am duly impressed. Damn, but the girl can sing.

October.

…

I get flashbacks starting on the first of this stupid month, every year.

Reality is weird. Time and defense mechanisms can blur and protect, but when you're coming up on an anniversary like Halloween, everything is so real…

Why are people putting up Halloween stuff already? They have a whole month to remind me of Halloween... they don't need to start in September. Really, does Halloween have to come at all?