It was the last vacation I went on and it couldn't have come at a crazier time. Picture me at night on the beach with aqueous transmission in my ears and the stars above me. I wrote a lot. I wrote to get over certain things. To let go. I think I accomplished my goal until I came home and found out that more than one opportunity had opened up. ( Read more... )

Tonight, I learned how to greek dance.
And now, I would love to marry a greek boy.
Just for the family. And the huge wedding that we'd have.
Now really, how amazing would that be?  =]

Summer is now in full swing since everything dealing with high school is over [minus the graduation parties, which I actually love going to]. And even though it's only been a day without her, it feels weird without Benny. Like something is definitely missing, and you can sense it. I think about it and tear up so I guess I'll stop ( Read more... )

June 10th, 2007.
I actually graduated from high school.
It was the end and it's hitting me now.
Which I guess is better since I actually look happy in my pictures.
I also had to say goodbye to Benny today.
It was more tearful than I would have liked.
She became one of my best friends and now I have to be without her for a long time.
All of this happening ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I graduate from high school.
Tomorrow I drop off my innocence before I exit those double doors.
Tomorrow I turn the last page of this chapter of my life.
Tomorrow I have to say good-bye to one of my best friends.
Tomorrow I have to grow up.

There is no possible way to soak this all in. So maybe I'll just try not to.

"The Graduate" is a great movie.
And the fact that it was made in 1967 makes it even better.

The last day of high school was insane. Very bittersweet [note: i woke up to bittersweet symphony on the radio this morning. has it ever been on the radio?]. We went to the park, Applebees, and Mark's for a cookout. It actually got too cold so we went down the basement. Love his sound-system down there ( Read more... )

I am done with high school. I will never be a student at Boardman ever again, and all of those little memories are only just that: memories. I am in total disbelief/shock and I'm extremely saddened. I was and still am so ready for summer, but high school was such a big part of my life. It was a big part of all of yours'. The past 4 years have  ( Read more... )

 I am kind of in total disbelief about how tomorrow is my last day of high school. Tomorrow is the end of the beginning and the beginning of the end. Tomorrow, I will be on my way in this transition from teenager to adult, and I don't feel like I'm ready. It's like the world is kicking my ass and saying "leave, go make something of yourself finally ( Read more... )

And here it is. The list of things I will miss next year at college.

-orchestra
-mr d
-my room
-my dad's office
-my piece of crap car
-handel's
-my morning routine during the school year
-being a senior and "knowing it all"
-completely random weekend nights
-hearing a moped/dirt bike go up and down the street
-the drive to sammy's house
-having the house all ( Read more... )