Epiphany

[rainsonmyparade]

I just realized something

Comments

[admirari]

You know I feel ya. That's how I feel in particular about the Hillsdale crowd. I was a part of the new friendships in that small Freshman class, but I left the school for Purdue... and watched the friendships go on without me - and I think what I could have been a part of.

I always am the one who shows up, tries to fit in, then fades outYeah. I don't like this feeling. Even in a sociology class, I feel it. In lab, everyone is all chatty and has found 'friends' and even when we are to find a group, I don't find one. It's just me

[rainsonmyparade]

Not necessarily, I do feel like I make noble attempts. I don't know what it is. I put forth the time and effort.

Maybe it is me. Maybe I'm too judgmental. I hold high standards and a lot of times I won't waste my time on people who disappoint me. Maybe that something to do with it.

I just don't know.

[cheredemoiselle]

I've tried to have a "group," but it never works. I generally become that girl that sometimes shows up and sometimes doesn't. It's also hard because I'm in a relationship and people, for some reason, feel that I'm not allowed to come out and play because of it.

It's hard being "relationship girl" in a mist of singles.

We could hang! When are you generally free and bored?

[rainsonmyparade]

Well, I'm always free and bored when I'm not working! lol.

My schedule always changes week to week and I'm normally working til 10.

But I'm off today, tomorrow, and I think Sunday. I don't know about next week, but I definitely would love to get together sometime!

[cheredemoiselle]

I'm off tomorrow! I'm free anytime after about 1:30.

Books-a-Million?

[rainsonmyparade]

that'd be cool, but I don't have a car, so you'd have to come get me :/