.Stop.

[rainsonmyparade]

I am continually over analyzing... everything.

I wish I could slow my brain down.
I pick at every situation in my head, going over it again and again.

If someone tells me they like me, etc. I try to dissect every moment in my head. My brain tells myself that I couldn't possibly be worthy enough.

So then, my brain:
thinks that they must have an

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[cheredemoiselle]

Like you as a friend or like you as in "let's make babies"?

::hugs::

[rainsonmyparade]

It's both, but it's kinda hard to explain.

You're one of the rare few who I've never gone through this with.
I think it's because we're so much alike. I don't second guess you're feelings for me. So, feel special :]

But it happens mostly when I meet new people, co-workers, and of course I'm so insecure at times, I project on to the 'let's make babies' category as well.

All in all, I'm a nut case!

[cheredemoiselle]

Yay for nutters!

I do that in a way. I've been taken advantage of so many times, it's almost second nature for me to think "ok, what do they want?" when someone tries to befriend me.

Except you, 'cause you're special. =) We can be freaks of nature together.

[rainsonmyparade]

Good to know I'm not alone!