You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'Cos everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

exhausted. so exhausted. mentally, physically, everything. its been a trying past couple of days. thinking, overthinking, trying not to think, figuring out what all this means.

run towards the light ?

( song of the moment )

( my survival kit, and the many blessings of 08, and 09. )

"Whoever it is you fall in love with for the first time, not just love but be in love with, is the one who will always make you angry, the one you can't be logical about."
*"I think now that being free is not being powerful or rich or well regarded or without obligation but being able to love. To love someone else enough to forget about yourself ( Read more... )

Standing here, as immune to the cold as a marble statue, gazing towards Charlotte Street, towards a foreshortened jumble of facades, scaffolding and pitched roofs, Henry thinks this city is a success, a brilliant invention, a biological masterpiece - millions teeming around the accumulated and layered achievements of the centuries, as though around ( Read more... )

its a new year yo ( Read more... )

its been a crazy couple of days without internet haha i am definitely a member of the plugged in generation huh ( Read more... )

i have arrived in new zealand, following a weird chain of events, (cut to reduce your exposure to my whinning)
( everything so far )

just back from a happy day with friends(: met up with sam and adora in the morning to celebrate adora's birthday and catch up, followed by meeting classmates and watching twilight (which sucked, fyi).

GOING TO NEW ZEALAND TMR, BACK ON THE 31ST OF DEC.
sad to be missing christmas and my 18th but nvm! as sam says, rather than mope i should make the ( Read more... )

let go and let God. Rhema has been such a time of awakening, particularly when i went forward for the first altar call and was prayed for and felt such a sense of release. i remember whoever prayed for me spoke about being at a crossroads and needing to let God take the reins. and mediating and praying, i felt particularly moved and ministered to ( Read more... )