I pussed out on my surgery.
It's already cancelled.

Cited - Personal reasons.
Should it become an emergency situation again, then I'll go through with it.

The End.

I have been out of work on sick leave since May 31st ( Read more... )

Honesty can be so beautiful and painful at the same time.

In my dreams I always have long, long hair.

I realized today that I've been continuously sick in a debilitating fashion since pre-Novembre ( Read more... )

If it weren't for the fact that I seem aware of my current mental state, I would swear that I'm a bloody lunatic.

Death troubles me right now. I am not afraid of it personally, I just don't want anyone else to die. I want to protect people from it in a Batman sort of way. I don't want to lose someone like that again. Cry that hard again. It's ( Read more... )

I wonder if my dad was afraid when he was dying ( Read more... )

Ohh.. I just had the most depressing realization.
The concert of the year is taking place on Memorial Day Weekend.
And I work in retail.
And I'm probably not allowed to request time off.
It's most likely in what my manager likes to call a "Blackout Period".
I'm so goddamned disappointed.

Honestly, I am.

Holy FUCK ( Read more... )

Happiness is......driving your car to work for the first time after relying on public transportation and rides from your sister for several weeks ( Read more... )