I'm sleepy so this might not make a lot of sense. This next week may suck pretty bad as far as money goes. I could go into analogies but they probably wouldn't mean much. Hope the kids, namely conner, are better next week. Not sick just a pain in the ass

• 22:28 Ugh for the past 3 nights I've had a headache and had to take headache meds. Its prolly hormonal, af just left.
• 22:29 Overall today was a good day. Tired and filled with whining kids but good :)
• 23:36 Gawd I'm insatiable!

• 16:14 I'm sharing a dr. Pepper w/Conner! What kind of mother am I?? Oh well, its not like he gets it in a bottle or sippy!

• 12:31 Is having a shitty day

I know I've lied to john before. Its a horrible thing I struggle with sometimes and I don't know why. But today I didn't lie... And he doesn't believe me. I deserve it. I've broken trust. I'm just hurting and I know he is too but I don't know how to make it better.

I just needed to get this off my chest.

He didnt have to wake up
He'd been up all nite
Lay'n there in bed listen'n
To his new born baby cry
He makes a pot of coffee
He splashes water on his face
His wife gives him a kiss and says
It gonna be OK

It wont be like this for long
One day soon we'll look back laugh'n
At the week we brought her home
This phase is gonna fly by
So baby just hold on
It wont be ( Read more... )

• 08:15 I am pissed off beyond words right now...................
• 16:54 @ lisatllg oh I was up way too early with conner for the second morning in a row (3:30am) and john refused to get up and help.
• 21:48 Feeling better and hope to have a better night tonight. We shall see!
• 21:49 My period is KILLING me! I am cramping sooooooooo bad! :(

I am so angry. So yesterday I was up with Conner at 3:30 and didn't get to go back to sleep. I got a small nap yesterday about 9:30am. I was up again this morning at 4:30 with Conner. Why he's waking up so early I don't know. I ask John this morning if he can get Conner back to sleep and he rolls over and says "I have to go to work so I can't, you ( Read more... )

• 16:48 @ lisatllg omg!! That is just crazy!!
• 21:53 @ lisatllg yum! What time should I come for dinner? Lol
• 23:53 Crazy feeling blah sleepy like

• 16:41 Our cable box literally went up in smoke! Scared us to death! Thankfully it happened when we were awake and able to stop it!!
• 16:50 Conner is driving me nuts!!! He's been whining alllllllll day loooooooong!!
• 22:58 In bed finally! Its been a long evening, good but long.