Comments | rainyseasongirl: Back again...

rainyseasongirl

Back again...

Mar 07, 2007 17:58

I never thought I'd actually be posting on LJ again. Ever since I got this laptop I've been thinking about it. It is easier now that I have a computer away from home. The only problem is... do I really want to talk about my problems like I used to? I'm afraid I might upset someone. And are my old LJ friends even still on here? Would they even still ( Read more... )

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chibijeshiku March 11 2007, 13:14:38 UTC

He's just being a guy. Tim gets like that too. You have to be aggressive about it and if he still refuses to listen, if he still doesn't realize you have issues then he's an idiot. Tim and I had that talk about me going nowhere. I'd just sit around and not hang out with anyone, I didn't have a job, I just sat and did nothing. I had bills to pay which I put off and put off. We'd get into fights about it a lot but he joined the military (air force national guard) and soon after I joined as well. He went off to boot camp and that really changed a lot of things, the distance was wonderful for us it made us realize how important we are to each other and when I went to see him for his boot camp graduation it was amazing and everything was ok again. Now I ship out to boot camp on our two year and we'll probably be together again at the end of the summer at tech school. Now I'm not suggesting you go and join the military (though it is a very awesome descision and a very cool job with sweet pay)but maybe you two just need a break and some ( ... )

rainyseasongirl March 11 2007, 21:59:44 UTC

So you and Tim are still together? That's awesome. And I've heard you had a baby?

The military is not for us. We're more... computer geeks. He's in college for computer stuff that'll get him about 80-100k a year.

And it's not really that we need space from each other, it's this place. These people. But I'm hoping that our little vaca tomorrow with change that. I'm so excited and I can't wait.

chibijeshiku March 11 2007, 22:26:03 UTC

Lol yeah, we are, and we did. :3 She's gorgeous. And we're computer geeks too! Lol. There isn't any set stereotype for the military. Tim and I have met huge computer nerds, gamer nerds, anime nerds, and just plain old nerds. We both plan on persuing computer careers on top of the military.. well, computer and engineering. It's just a great way to meet people, make lifelong friends, get a free ride through college and make extra money on top of it. You only work one weekend a month and two weeks a year so you can still go to college and have a second job. :) They also take *really* good care of you, and the benefits are unbelievable.

rainyseasongirl March 12 2007, 01:38:38 UTC

What's her name? And where is she while you're doing all of this?

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rainyseasongirl March 16 2007, 00:05:43 UTC

i wish you and rob would write LJs too again. it makes me sad... no ones on there anymore. and the ones that are dont care to talk to me... makes me wonder if i should just take them off my friends list.

twit8786 March 16 2007, 00:36:41 UTC

ah, i'm just not much of a writer anymore... i never really was to begin with :-p

rainyseasongirl March 16 2007, 17:57:30 UTC

You don't *have* to be a writer! LOL

twit8786 March 16 2007, 00:11:19 UTC

i deleted my old comment (it was stupid!)

i dont think you ever told me that you finally decided to get your laptop! that's cool. i still have a hoopty desktop. i need an upgrade desperately. oh well.

anyway, you're feeling the same way that i do. i feel like i dont amount to anything. it makes it worse when you dont have 'real' friends that you can go hang out and have fun with.

i've been feeling really lonely lately so i can understand where you're coming from. i dont have any real friends anymore either. i just call them acquaintances. they wouldnt have my back in a time of need. that's how i see it.

at least you have rob, so dont be trying to not care about that and screw it up! :-p

rainyseasongirl March 16 2007, 17:52:40 UTC

Well the thing is when he's not around there's no one else. And that really sucks. But going down to Baltimore showed me something. I was right about it. It's not him that's the problem. It's here and everyone else. He's all I have that keeps me sane. Going down there showed us both a lot. Now we're both wanting to go on a permanent vacation and get away from here.

twit8786 March 16 2007, 18:47:22 UTC

well, maybe one day you guys can move in together. that way you will be away from your parents and everything that bothers you. you both have to be ready for that though.

rainyseasongirl March 16 2007, 21:02:41 UTC

Well we have been talking about it. I just need to get out and get a newspaper for this area's rentals. I thought we had something great for us, but they don't allow pets. We have that cute little kitty of ours... We're not leaving him. At least I hope we still have him. We haven't seen him in a good while. I hope he's okay.

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