am i that easy to get over?..i guess im not that special...

[raise_yer_glass]

i feel like crap. i thought this would be easier. i acted like i was fine. but i lied. im alright when i dont think about him or talk to him or see a picture. but then once one of those happens i get all teary eyed and it hurts my heart soo much. maybe im so sad over this because i know that i still have feelings for him but theres nothing i can do

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[usedxloser]

::sigh:: i would write something meaningful and orginal but it wont be cuz i am telling you everything on AIM right now so everything i would write it would be what i already told you but one thing i didnt tell you is that i read every entry you have written since we broke up about twice i sit there for 15 mins just reading it and taking everything to heart and just seeing how it tears me apart what i am doing to you and i hate it and i am trying to explain what it does to me also but i am never good at that :( err i wish i could tell you..

[raise_yer_glass]

i think i wish you could expain what yer feeling right now. maybe it would make me feel better to know what you think. or to know that you feel the same or even if you dont..i still want to know. cause that would just make things easier... i need you to tell me...

[raise_yer_glass]

yer a good friend. i love you for that. we should hang out and have fun. i think i need it.

[monkey5827]

Aww, I don't like that you are sad. I still love you! If you even need to talk to someone, and you just can't think of anyone, you can call me. Even if it is like 2 in the morning, I always leave my phone on. I don't think they are stupid girl problems, everyone goes through something like this once in their life, I know, because I have been through something almost equivalent to what is probably happening to you. But there is alway light at the end of the tunnel.
I love you Nicola!!!

[raise_yer_glass]

aww..thanks. i love you too felicia.

[anonymous]

you don't need a faggotty loser like that...he was fuckin phsyco in the first place....plus yer only 16 and you can't let one little breakup like this bring you down....yea you "loved him" but you will find sooooo many better guys...don't worry....he's an ass and looks 50...you look only 12 ish so don't let this get you all depressed cuz it's annoying when you just mope around and lie to people.k..................karate..explosion.......

[raise_yer_glass]

umm...thanks...i guess. but im over it now.

i wish i knew who this was....teresa?