paint pastel princess

[raisinghell]

I watched the sun rise today.. With its soft shades of orange, pink and yellow. I shake my head almost regretably and close my blinds. Eyes slowly getting used to the change of tint. Everything's black at first then gradually grows into shapes and colors. I turn my head staring at the light under my blinds, I shake my head again as I threw my

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[jahnuhlee]

& you shall add me because you love me. I think?

[raisinghell]

Yes, love I shall add thee. <3

[anonymous]

Hello Ashley,

I seem to have forgotten your sister's email address, if possible can you please give it to me?
I dreamt about you the other day. Pleasant? Not Quite. Unpleasant? Not at all. Somehow the dream started in Erin's car, it was old and stick shift. We went to your house, I saw a beautiful yet juvenile looking girl. It was you, somehow you were trying to apologize.
I dont know man, I miss you so much yet I still dont have the balls to forgive. Its nice of you to even apologize because you dont have to. Who cares about dan? No one does.
Anyways, id bet your sick of me now, im just gonna go and bail out. Laters -dan

[raisinghell]

Aw, I'm not sick of you! And I did needed to apologise, and believe it or not.. I DO miss you too! <3

Erin's email is nosebreakinghearttaker@hotmail.com
OKay? Hasta Luego.

[anonymous]

as much as id like to believe that, i cant. the trust is gone man, its negative now. I MISS YOU, YOU DONT MISS ME. dan

[raisinghell]

Oh.. Sorry to hear that Dan.
Believe what you want I suppose.
So may I purpose a question then?
Why are you still talking to me, if you hate me so?
Do I really make you that angry...? Heh, I guess sorry won't do it huh?
My sorries don't count, but other people's do.
Because you trust them, and not me.
Heh, what a load of shit I got myself into.
I'm the only one to blame anyway.
I asked you countless times how I can make it up to you..
But I guess you can't simply make up something this precious.
... I understand perfectly. I reckon if you ever see my face again, you can slam it into a wall if it'd make you feel better. I wouldn't mind, so go right ahead.
It's what you wanted to do for a long time, right?
Do whatever you wish. As of now my feelings are invisible to you.

Later Dan.

mae is a prize idiot

[anonymous]

hello ash. i miss you! & my book too. and i suppose you miss your CD? hehe. if you ever read this, just wanted you to knoe i have it still!& i miss u much =)

<3 mae