So I hit that point in my life that I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing. I'm terrified out of my mind and it was bad enough that I had a minor panic attack in class today. I blanked, cried a bit, didn't hear anything that was being said around me, my pulse shot through the roof, my ears turned red. Anyway, I went to talk to the prof after ( Read more... )

I won't be seeing him as much for the next...while I guess. That bothers me since I'm so used to having him around all the time. I'll get used to it and get over it I imagine. So pardon me if I'm a bit off for the next few days ( Read more... )

I think I'll stay here forever, in this beautiful world the Murrays have created for their family and friends. It's so happy and...pure. I stayed over last night, that wasn't so great, I was annoyed at leaving the rarely empty house to go watch a very crappy movie (The Constant Gardener). I went to church feeling awkward, you all know how much new ( Read more... )

Shell mom and I are going to Cora's tomorrow before Shell and I head back home. That'll be nice ( Read more... )

Best way to describe my mood I guess ( Read more... )

Ok for not so important news first. An A- on my Human Sexuality exam. I did better on my Multiple Homicide exam then I thought. 63%. Not shit hot but considering I blanked and swore I failed *sighs* Thank God for generous profs. I'm thankful that those three weeks are over, now I just have to write massive amounts of papers instead of exams. I ( Read more... )

No real reason to be tired, I had a great sleep last night ( Read more... )

I couldn't have gotten more than 4 full hours of sleep last night. Between my roommate snoring and the cats yowling, it was rotten, so Pepsi for breakfast it is. I can't even crawl back into bed now that Lee's gone and the cats have calmed down because I have to go sell Psyc Society clothing. Oh well, I'll live I'm sure. There won't be anyone there ( Read more... )