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[rakka]

Having for the first time in awhile, a time to reflect, but more importantly a time to heal... i remember feverishly putting in obscure entries in some possibility of grasping something that i didn't feel like i was

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[nessa_chan50]

I'm glad to hear you're on the path to healing. Was a bit worried for you for a while there, but if there's anyone who can bounce back stronger than ever, it's you. Proud of you, man.

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*light bro arm punch*
*ahem*

[rakka]

*hi 5* thank you very mucho.

[arkand]

you're crazy~ you're INSANE CRAZY! certified even! i always knew! ALWAYS!
don't let the shrink into your head man! he'll kick out the voices, they don't like that,
they say different things then...

Glad to hear bro, maybe someday i'll be smart enough to seek professional help. however that day will remain far away as long as my current job involves the need to be able to operate military grade weapons and equipment...
(methinks they won't take kindly to me confessing such things around the work area)

[rakka]

lol, that is pretty funny man... you've accepted the craziness along time ago me son, everything has a force, embrace or deflect it, why oppose it?

[strangestquiet]

Glad to hear it bro - but more importantly, glad to hear that YOU think it's a good decision. That's the most important part. &hearts And I suppose it's nice to know there's a predisposition involved, too, with your parents. Helps take some of the pressure off, once you realize that there are certain things about yourself that really aren't your fault, and makes the things you CAN do something about seem more possible. More self-knowledge is never a bad thing!

[rakka]

haha, took the words right out of me kelster...

[princeartemis]

I'm glad to hear that things are looking up, and frankly, being the guy that's known you the longest I have to agree with him. Shit tended to hit you like a tonne of bricks. I hope the pills help.

Also, I can't help it, but when you said doctored professional I laughed. I couldn't help it because I immediately thought of Doctor Nick from the simpsons because when I hear doctored my mind immediately goes to the word fake.

[rakka]

some word association going on there bro, thanks man... getting hit like a ton of bricks was never fun...lol.

[i_heart_cookies]

this makes me very happy for you

[rakka]

thanks Amanda, i hope some day we can speak to one another, there is a lot i seek your forgiveness for.