i cant fucking force myself to be creative. it doesnt work that way. inspiration does not work on a time clock... and that THAT is why i hate drawing 117. my portfolio is due on wednesday and as much as i stare at a blank piece of paper i cant come up with an idea when i have to... design is one thing, but drawing is another. and its not my thing ( Read more... )

time is flying by.. it really is. the semester is almost over and thats the only thing that is keeping me going. this weekend i went to see a play at alec's school and it was hysterical... i havent laughed that hard in a long time. we came back here and drank sangriaaaa and then joey came over and we did inhaling of sorts to celebrate 4/20. it was ( Read more... )

the fact that my life could be in the hands of anyone I come in contact with in public really changes my perspective on things ( Read more... )

shall we call this a lesson learned?

ok now that im bored i will elaborate on my last entry ( Read more... )

i love it.. i love it all

so i have been watching movies and listening to music and looking through old diaries and pictures and notes and drawings of mine to inspire me for my marathon drawing. ive done a lot tonight.. but its not done. im not satisfied with it.. and ive been staring at it for hours and i think im going insane. i can only type my name into google search so ( Read more... )

i got the schedule i want ( Read more... )

Wrath ( Read more... )

ive been busy with school so my world is being turned topsy turvey. laura and brandon were home for the weekend so i spent a lot of time with the fam. good times. im syked for summer. im syked for this semester to be over and done with. im even more syked to get this damn marathon drawing finished and out of the way so that my life is no longer ( Read more... )