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[rakosha]

does anyone else find this a little ... odd ... ?

my father passed away march 24-06 he wanted to be creamated so we did ,he wanted his ashes put on my mothers and sisters grave and i cant do that i can not let his ashes out of my sight he was all i had left, besides a brother which we dont talk i have my fathers ashes in my room and when i go on

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[rakosha]

i'm doing ... pretty well ... :)

the year is over, and it was a FUCKING hard one ... but it's done, now ... and next year is guaranteed to be better ... :D

except ... i've gotten fat, throughout the year ... one of my friend's gave me a theory that her mother suggested (her mother also being a teacher) which was that because i was a first year out, and didn't really understand how everything really worked, that i've had to swallow a lot of shit. i like that.

also, because i've eaten a fair amount of crap due to just being too tired to bother with anything better.

but, generally, i'm doing well ... :)

dyed my hair today ... i'm now a brunette ... a definite brunette.

bring on the new year. i'm so fucken ready.

how's you and your delightful woman ... ?

yay for rings made out of 'your loved ones carbon' ... ! :D

[zon14]

So they miss their father. Doesn't say how long this has been going on. And it's certainly better than "I'm so glad the fat bastard is dead."

[rakosha]

she takes her father's ashes on holiday with her.

i mean ... there's missing your dead relatives ... and there's oddly strange attachments to a pile of ashes.

come on.

[zon14]

Like I said, depends on how long it's been. More than a couple of weeks I can see it. Before then well...beings do strange things in the midst of bereavement.