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[ralz3n]

Ok so lets see Adam dies July and not even 3 months later David gets killed in a car wreck, neither one of them were driving. It scares me to even get in a vehicle now much less drive. I'm starting to question life, David was a Senior at LSU and held two jobs and was happy as can be with life and didn't make it past 22. Adam well he didn't have it

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[leighashley]

pass the xanax to me please! i know what u mean! but im trying to tell myself everyone has a purpose. even though i still havent figured out mine. thanks for being there for me today and last night. u know david was laughing when we were reminding him of the "party" story! and just think about how i told rob i seen his balls! hahaha and so have u

[ralz3n]

i haven't found my purpose either or i am just wasted talent because i'm not applying myself. it just upsets me how much i take everday life in general for granted. david was laughing when we were telling the story he's having fun with my dad kim adam jamie and the rest of our friends and family who have passed. it just sucks that they're so young. i told rob i seen his balls today in the church too lol i didn't tell him last night too though ha.
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[ghetto_b]

Grieving has never been easy for you Raven, most likely because you've lost many people that have been close to your heart and you understand the finality of death and how it feels to miss someone and know you'll never see them again. I know it's hard to do, but just know that those people wouldn't want you to hurt the way you do, and wouldn't want their death to discourage you from living your life to the fullest

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[ralz3n]

i know i shouldn't be saying it that way but thats how i feel right now, of course right? i've lost so many people it's like every other month i'm going to a funrel or wake which i hate