so yeah I have been feeling dizzy all day. It was kinda scary, cause I fell down the stairs backstage. It was not good, still isnt, cause I still keep feeling dizzy every few seconds. It has nothing to do with food or water, which everyone keeps saying. It is really freaking me out, and I am scared I'm gonna collapse or something. Well opening ( Read more... )

I stayed home sick today cause i feel a bit shitty and i have a show tonite. I have to go to rehearsal soon.

Do you ever talk to someone who you havent spoken to in months, who isnt your friend anymore, who you know doesnt really like you? Yeah that is an akward, semi painfull conversaation. Especially when you know they dont really give a shit. Well anyway musical opens tommorrow. I cant wait till Friday, cause pat's coming to see the show! But for ( Read more... )

i feel a need to update... everything sucks with everything goes, but everything else is great. I love moulin rouge... amazing movie... I should get more sleep. I am so full of crazy dreams these days so sleeping is nice

Yesterday was valentines day for me and patrick, and I had the best Valentines day ever.

In honor of Valentines day and Patricks attempt to surpriese me. (which did no work since i past his car on the road) I am using the ultra cute and sappy hand holding icon. Yeah! I cant wait till tonite to see what the rest of the surprise is!

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I am really bored and sweaty and grumpy, and in pain, whenever i get o the stage. But I wont complain because it could be worse. I miss Patrick. it sucks that I don't get to see him much. But life is good right now. yeah...

if anybody has a problem with my going out with an older guy, fuck you, Im happy.

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