my head is full of bahs and gahs today ( Read more... )

I leave in two days!!! Two ( Read more... )

You know how you want to do the right thing and step up and be the mature one? Yeah, right now i'm completely failing. For a while Tony and I were pretty good about equally avoiding each other. It was great. I only had to do half the avoiding. But now he's started coming over and joining the conversations that i'm a part of. And I am the one who ( Read more... )

I am in a wierd state right now. Excited but grounded. Exhausted, but can't sleep. Doing practical things, but daydreaming about edinburgh. Today was the first day in a week that I havent had a double shift, so I had the rest of the day off after work. It was pretty glorious ( Read more... )

i found this clip of bono talking about a song he wrote about the famine in Ethiopia.

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"blessed is the sexworker who sold her body tonight, she had to use what she's got to save her children tonight ( Read more... )

i am in a bad, bad bad mood. And i dont want to inflict it on anyone, because i dont think they would talk to me anymore, cuz i feel mean. So ive locked myself up in my room and am brooding ( Read more... )

When I became friends with Jess and Mario, I knew they were hugely into graphic novels and comics. I never held it against them, cuz they have other qualities too. But we've been friends for a couple of years now, and theyve eroded me down to the point that I voluntarily go ON MY OWN to comic book stores and ive gotten into a couple graphic novel ( Read more... )

today was long..very long. Woke up at 6 to go to work at 7. I was the envy of all the girls at work cuz Jason flirted with me. He actually came back on his lunch break and asked to talk to me, and we hung out for a bit. It was cool, but he is not the one i'm pining for. I rocked hot bar today. FINALLY. I'm getting the hang of this stupid coffee ( Read more... )

I am experiencing a crisis of anxiety right now. I really, really want to get into grad school, and im doing what i think will get me in, but times like now, i get scared and I wonder if its a GIANT waste of time. And it scares me even more when i start getting ambitious. My dad asked me tonight exactly what I planned on getting my masters in. I ( Read more... )

I cleaned my room today. It is beeeyootiful. Everything's neat and in a place and there's no more piles of clothes and books and random detritus. When I was done, I laid down on my carpet (theres enough room to stretch out now. I can do yoga!) and I just looked around. And I noticed that a lot of my decorations are gifts from people I love ( Read more... )