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look, i know i've fucked up in the past. i'm not even trying to say that i haven't. everyone has. i don't belive that i deserve any of the shitty things that i've had done to me though. they just took things too far. that's what upsets me. that's what i'm angry about. and i'm also angry that my supposed friends aren't willing to say something to stand up for me when someone does something like what ash and luke did. i did not deserve what they did to me. and it hurt very badly. go ahead and say, "that's what they want. they want to know that they're getting to you." i know that. and you know what? they did. they won. they got to me! i can't just blow it off and pretend it never happened. it hurt me very deeply. and i just want someone to tell them that what they did was wrong. i don't expect them to be sorry for what they did. i don't expect them to really care. but i want them to know that the pple that they care about think that what they did was wrong. instead i'm expected to just "get over it" and once again the person that hurt me gets off scott free thinking that what they did is perfectly acceptable... even worthy of praise. no! i'm tired of it! i won't accept it. absolutely not. and i'll put this behind a cut to satisfy all those that would like to criticise me although i know it won't satisfy you. you'll find something else to go on about. go ahead. *shrugs*