I woke up depressed again, but then as the day went by I felt good. I realized it is really stupid to be depressed all the time. I am very thankful of everything I have. And I really feel good about myself, there's no use in being upset over myself. I'm gonna have a good year.

I feel wonderful.

SWAZO!

Happy New Years!!!! 2004 ( Read more... )

I think im getting the flu..... grand......

-Brilock

Well my get togther went fantastic as usual. Here's a list of everyone who attended ( Read more... )

Woot, woot. Party Over here tonight, woot woot,

Well wouldn't you know it, something gay happend and I can't get the car. Well, Im used to it now so I guess it dosn't bother me that much, ohh wait yeah it does FUCKING, SHIT ASS GOD DAMNIT!

I had a good Christmas, I got a really cool DVD suround sound system for my room and all the clothing I asked for. I got to give Rachel and her mom their gifts and hang out with Rachel, which consisted of dressing up like a faggot and proving why im the Judo master ( Read more... )

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, open the gate...
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you,
You better let somebody love you, before it's too late

Where ever dreams may take you, where ever life may guide you ( Read more... )

long story short, I work too much.