My own image is kind of grotesque is you look at it long enough. It just turns into a sack of flesh and bones, its a feeling like i want to rip my own flesh off. It's beautiful. <3

i work too hard for my own good. kalen we need to hang stat. or die. or at least smell funny. nevermind, i wish the best to you. this weekend ive planned way too much and i dont even know if im working. oh well it happens. ill call in sick or something. i told them i need to dates off, so that i could go to some concerts, but i told them that they ( Read more... )

wud up gangstas? anyways me and brit are fading away. its for the best though. i cant hurt her when i move away in june. things are going well. ive been seeing a lot of vallory lately. shes super duper cool. mucho. and i have money for prom tickets now. the challenge is not spending the 70 bucks now. this entry is LAME. so heres a kick ass one ( Read more... )

today i hung out with brittany joe and mary. it was quite the fun time. worked today, and yesterday, and the day before that, and the day before that. i just smoked some reefer, and by smoked reefer i mean i ate some pork chops. they were delightful.

Today i gots my paycheck and brought lke 5000 people home, i got to see brittany at least. shes the only thing that makes me happy. i effing hate school, i hate my family, and i hate that i have to pay 140 next month for insurance. but i do like mcdonalds. i need a haircut. also im failing alg 2 for the 3rd time.

me and brittany are going out now. its f*cking awesome. work sucks as usual, i dont really have a lot to write cause im tired as balls. yea i said it. theres this pimple on my neck thats goin mt. st. helen on me. i broke out the george foreman grill in 2nd period today and made like 8 cheeseburgers. that was just fantastic. surprised the teacher ( Read more... )

man, life is lame. not the fact of living, i just mean my life. whew, nevermind. anyway to all you i havnt talked to in a while....Howdy.

new xanga name: digitalashes. check it out. i got tired of my old one so i did that. and an update on "du hast". it means you hate me. then its talking about girls asking questions and all you say is no. so all of you were wrong, except maybe one.

i got my mom to translate the sond "du hast" for me since she speaks german. she cracked up but wouldnt tell me what it meant. that peaked my curiousity further, so i brought it to my german neighbor, he kicked me out of his house. anyways im drinking a latte.

oh snap son, wednesday night i got what was made my year so far. amber if you read this again, eventually, im sorry for all that crap that made you mad on livejournal, and it didnt come sooner than i thought, i thought it was today. but its cool, and i do want that fudge sundae. argh matey. i get my HIV test results today, hope i fail!