rough day
Oh god I am a bit of a trainwreck right now. I'd been working on this really nice long entry about like... my life and stuff (mostly good things too), followed by a nice "my thoughts on my fandoms for the month", but I got into a scuff with my Stepmom and it ended up kind of wrecking my day. I do not want to fuck up my living situation. :c I haven't even started college yet, and I am very grateful to be living here and I am so grateful to have this job. I'm hoping Sharon is just frustrated by the situation (as I am too, living with some family you've never goddamn met until 6 months ago can be so strange) and that it's not really as bad as it seems.
I mean, I do have a tendency to destroy everything I touch, but... I'd like to think I'm not that hard to deal with. I'm never intentionally unkind to anyone in this family, and I told Sharon (my stepmom) that I would pay to live here if that's what she would like.
I don't know, it's not like I purposely set out to be as unbearable as possible, yet somehow I think she hates just about everything about me. I mean, even the things my own mother (who openly kicked me out of her house) found endearing, like my jewelry making and my constant need to be making/writing something, my stepmom finds annoying and "messy". I don't know. I'm really not trying to be whiny here, because I really am a very difficult person to live with. To top off all of my more normal quirks, I grew up with a family of heavy sleepers and I have always had sleeping issues, and that combined with the fact that I form habits very easily just makes for a sort of difficult living situation for anyone that I live with.
It's also snowing like absolutely crazy, which is normally a good thing but given that I usually walk to work and will probably now have to ask for a ride, it is not such a good thing.
Anyways, I have a meme! I stole this from leaute because it just seems like such a good idea! And a conversation starter, I hope.
Comment with the name of a female character and I'll tell you why I love her.
I'm tagging silvertones so that I can make her tell me how much she loves Jenny Schecter. Oh and I tag whoever else, because this meme is cool and the ladies need love.
I mean, I do have a tendency to destroy everything I touch, but... I'd like to think I'm not that hard to deal with. I'm never intentionally unkind to anyone in this family, and I told Sharon (my stepmom) that I would pay to live here if that's what she would like.
I don't know, it's not like I purposely set out to be as unbearable as possible, yet somehow I think she hates just about everything about me. I mean, even the things my own mother (who openly kicked me out of her house) found endearing, like my jewelry making and my constant need to be making/writing something, my stepmom finds annoying and "messy". I don't know. I'm really not trying to be whiny here, because I really am a very difficult person to live with. To top off all of my more normal quirks, I grew up with a family of heavy sleepers and I have always had sleeping issues, and that combined with the fact that I form habits very easily just makes for a sort of difficult living situation for anyone that I live with.
It's also snowing like absolutely crazy, which is normally a good thing but given that I usually walk to work and will probably now have to ask for a ride, it is not such a good thing.
Anyways, I have a meme! I stole this from leaute because it just seems like such a good idea! And a conversation starter, I hope.
Comment with the name of a female character and I'll tell you why I love her.
I'm tagging silvertones so that I can make her tell me how much she loves Jenny Schecter. Oh and I tag whoever else, because this meme is cool and the ladies need love.