Well, I need to figure out what I'm going to do with my life. I just feel like lately, I haven't been cutting it as a trumpet player, and my other classes aren't going as well as I'd like either. I really just feel kind of demotivated lately. Composition work is simply taking forever these days, I feel completely uninspired. My trumpet lessons ( Read more... )

Well, it certainly has been a while since I last updated. This semester, which was supposed to be easier suddenly became ridiculously difficult when i just kept joining ensembles. That, along with the fact that 18th century counterpoint class has a lot of homework, have pretty much wiped out my free time. In other news, I broke up with Emily. A ( Read more... )

...and my what a month it has been. My last journal entry was 2 days after a date I went on with a girl who I met in concert band. I still wasn't sure if she'd want to see me again. Well, now we've been going out for a month and things have been great. Her name's Emily and everyone who reads this probably knows all of this already but if not ( Read more... )

I decided it was time to change my livejournal layout a little bit and want some feedback as to what people think about this one. The old one seemed too dark and unhappy for me so i tried something different. I went out the other night on a date and had the best time I've had in a long time. Most of you probably already know about it though, so ( Read more... )

Hello to all! Sorry I haven't updated in a while but my life has been crazy as usual. I ended up getting alergies again now that the leaves are down so i've been sleeping more and falling further behind in my work but oh well, so is life. I was going through my history notes and found this one page that i don't remember writing last night but ( Read more... )

This week was very tiring but at last it's over. If it seems like I haven't been around to talk or like I've been too busy for you, it honestly is because I have been. 3 quizzes, 1 presentation, 1 convo performance, and 2 midterms were the highlights of the week. I'm extremely sorry to everyone who I haven't been able to talk to all week and if ( Read more... )

Tonight had to have been one of the worst dress rehearsals of my life. After a long day of classes and marching band in the cold and wet and other such stuff, I was looking forward to a nice little evening rehearsal and getting to bed. Instead, only half of the choir showed up, we had to try to do songs without soloists, our conductor, or our ( Read more... )

Time, my greatest foe, is trying to do me in yet again. There simply aren't enough hours in the day for me. I work myself past the point of exhaustion every day and seem to make little to no progress. I can't seem to keep up adequately with homework, I don't practice as often as I should, and I don't have the time to make any improvements to my ( Read more... )

Despite all I said in my last entry, nothing has changed. I'm beginning to doubt if it ever will. Life is getting in the way of me having fun but there's nothing I can really do to change that. One good thing though, I'm finally feeling a little less doubt about my future. I went back to my high school for a football game last night and was ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about my life lately and to put it quite simply, I am not happy with it. It's definitely time for a change. I've been thinking a lot lately about just getting out there and climbing mountains or sailing the seas or just doing something totally different. My life isn't bad, it's just getting to be too routine. I am becoming ( Read more... )