some lyrics i thought i might share ( Read more... )

another update just because i think it's needed ( Read more... )

this weekend has probably been one of the hardest i've had to go through in awhile and ... i dunno, just a lot of shit i think i should of been more cool about. in retrospect, i'm probably the worst person ever ( Read more... )

carefree just ain't a adjective to describe my life.

this would be a part where i left everyone in on what's bugging me.

tough shit

if you need to know, you know. if not, they win.

"you think you have no idea, you're not me. you cannot change me."

so, if you actually look at this thing. i changed the layout. war oriented, obviously.

a lot of people "think" they have me figured out, what a crock of shit.

good news: amature death scene (my sideproject with zack/dan) finally got our first song down tonight. good times. awesome name too.

p'z

<3zula

was something that i never thought would happen. i had an emotional breakdown. i said some things i shouldn't have and i did some things i'm not very proud of. i feel so .. just alone right now. one of my good friends made me realize that i've got to voice my opinion, but last time that happened ... we all know the outcome ( Read more... )

this is the entry no one reads or gives two shits about, but i don't give a fuck because this has been festering for too fucking long, and fortunately, i'm use to no one giving a shit ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish i didn't have to be superman.

sometimes i wish i didn't have to feel.

and sometimes i wish life didn't have to be what it is. =T

recap time:

1.) E3 2005 was a blast. had a lot of fun with shann and everyone. played some awesome video games, got lots of free stuff and overall, a great vacation from the hetic life i was leading.

2.) bought the weerd science album today. josh eppard, drummer of coheed is the main rapper dude, it's pretty awesome. best rap i've heard in awhile ( Read more... )