Some things should never be mixed...
I had a bad feeling after I took the first shot. Me, Tiff, and Rosina went to this nice club called Half past three downtown. They played great music, the atmosphere was really nice, and they even had a lady in the bathroom to put soap, towels, and lotion in your hand. Talk about a step up from the clubs we usually go to! But there was one thing missing. There were guys there yes but where were all the guys from ages 21-27? A couple of guys there looked about my dad's age. Sick! When this one guy tried to freak on me, I felt like my dad was trying to dance with me. Eww! After 4417308471741 cosmos, Tiff decided that she was too drunk for this lol. So we went back to Rosina's house and on the drive back I was feeling nauseaous. I puked all over her bathroom and I feel so bad because I think that her parents heard me. Even in my drunkenness, I remember Rosina saying "Sarah and Tiff are sick" and them saying "How much did you have to drink?" And she said "Oh just one Long Island ice tea". So then I passed out in her bathroom, got up didn't feel good and puked again, and passed out again. When I finally came out of the bathroom, it was 4:30 in the morning. The only time I have ever gotten that sick from drinking was April's party when I had way too much tequila way back when. Hopefully her parents don't hate me too much. I did clean up after myself. And Rosina called to make sure we were ok which was sweet. They might want to go to Altered State tonite and if I do go 1 drink and I'm done. My tummy is still feeling kind of icky.
So before that whole fiasco yesterday, I went to see the DaVinci Code with my mom. It is a good story and I thought that the movie was very well done. However, it presents some things as fact when they really aren't. I'm gonna try not to give too much away because I don't know who plans on seeing it and hasn't seen it yet or read the book. There is one part where one of the characters is explaining the Last Supper picture. And that they believe that Mary Magdalene is sitting next to Jesus because that person has feminine characteristics. And the way they are sitting forms a V, which is supposed to be a symbol for the Holy Grail - a woman's womb as they put it. They said that Jesus and Mary Magdalene were married and that Mary Magdalene had a child named Sarah. Because Sarah is a descendant of the royal bloodline, the movie said that a woman really should have been the head of the church. Sacred femininity. I am all for women being more influential in the church. However, we really don't know if Mary Magdalene was at the Last Supper in that picture or not because Leonardo Da Vinci wasn't there. He painted that picture hundreds of years afterwards so how did he really know that Mary sat next to Jesus at the Last Supper? And is it really a big deal if Jesus and Mary Magdalene were together and had a child? No one ever said that Jesus was a virgin at least in everything that I've read. And no one really knows what he did for 30 years of his life anyways. The Bible mainly focuses on the last 3 years of his life when he performed miracles and taught many of his great teachings. This is as far as I know though. I wish that I knew more about the Bible so that I could discuss it more intelligently. And now I want to read the Da Vinci Code book because it is supposed to go into more detail. That was a long tangent but I had been thinking of all of these things after I saw the movie so I had to write them down.
So yea this summer so far has been more eventful than I thought it would be. I still haven't completely decided if I want to go back up to State in July to take CEM 142. I have been looking at vet school requirements though and it seems like most other schools require it except for MSU of course. So I might as well take it now and get it out of the way. I am getting nervous about applying to vet school. The application opens next week May 31st. I still have to get more hours of vet experience and another letter of recommendation. But I think that I am going to start working with a vet next week at one of the places I applied at. The thing is that I need money. I mean I don't need a lot but theres things coming up that I have to pay for like applying to vet school. To apply to 1 school alone is $137! And the more you apply to it keeps going up from there. I think that I'll keep it to 4 at the most. I have to take the GRE soon too so I'm trying to expand my vocabulary by 500 words for the verbal part. And brush up on my nonexistant math skills lol. I want to get a decent score especially since that test is $130 as well. So I have a lot to keep me busy coming up. And my online class on Animal Welfare starts next week too. Call me crazy for adding another class on this summer but it sounded really interesting. Its about time I take a class that actually interests me. Its a graduate level course too. And grad level courses count as honors experiences and I need 3 more to graduate from the honors college. Which I will do because even though the honors college can be a pain sometimes I have come this far and am all caught up on the amount of honors I'm supposed to have so far so I will finish.
I have been reunited with my Waddles this summer too! Waddles is my cat for those who don't know. I miss her so much when I'm up at school. Even though she is not always well behaved. Last night when Tiff came in to pick me up Waddles darted right out into the apartment hallway. I was scared that she was gonna jump down the stairs. Luckily I caught her and brought her back in here. She thinks that this apartment building is one big house lol. Oh and she likes to play with everything and has been known to eat weird things off the ground like dryer sheets. Other than that, she is a good kitty, seems pretty healthy, and does normal things that cats do like sit in the window and stare at the birds all day.
Ok one more thing and then I'm done I swear. Last weekend, I went up to State because our church gospel choir was performing which ended up to be 3 times for the pastorial anniversary of the church. Plus, that Friday we celebrated Tiff's 21st up at Michelle's apt. What I didn't plan on happening was hooking up with Harold that Saturday night. I had been talking to him that Thursday and told him that I was coming up and he said "Wow really well I should be free" "What are you doing tomorrow after 8 pm" ahahahahaha I was laughing about this with my friends - who asks what you're doing after 8 pm - wouldn't you usually ask what are you doing Friday night or something like that? So that Saturday afternoon, he calls me. Now that may not seem like a big deal but Harold NEVER calls me. The only time he has called me was to tell me that he needed to be let in if he was coming over to Akers after midnight lol. So you can see why I was shocked. He asked if I wanted to hang out and I said sure when I'm done with church which ended up being like 10PM lol - Baptist services never last under 2 hours. So we ended up cuddling on the couch and watching TV. He started touching my arm like lightly brushing it and of course I had to go and get turned on. And you know the rest. It was the best I've ever had :) I know you're thinking why are you still seeing your ex-boyfriend? And in fact I thought that I had gotten over him. But theres something about him. And I don't just like him because he's amazing in bed. He's actually fun to talk to even though he can be really blunt to put it that way. And he respects women which I like. He never tries to put on an act to get in my pants and if I didn't want to do anything with him it wouldn't make him like me any less. I do wish he was more aggressive though. Like when we were looking at each other about to kiss he says "I know what you want to do I'm just waiting for you to do it". Now if he knew what I wanted to do why couldn't he have just leaned in and kissed me? And he is still tripping over how little time he will have for me. He said next year will be even harder for him with classes, supervisor in the cafe, the frat, etc. I know it takes up a lot of his time but couldn't he find at least an hour or 2 per week? No one is studying, working, sleeping, and partying 24 hours a day 7 days a week. Well lol that is the life of some of us college students but I think that if he really wanted a girlfriend he could find time for her. And it wouldn't even have to be spent watching TV and having sex all the time - hell we could study together. But I am not going to count on anything at least as far as a relationship goes because I am not setting myself up to be hurt again. I have been doing just fine being single for the past 6 months. And it feels like longer than that since when Harold and I were in a relationship it didn't really feel like a relationship.
So I'm done. If you actually read all of this, cheers to you! I'm just venting which is what this journal is for. I hope your having a great summer so far if I haven't talked to you. And now I'm about to go find out if the pool is open since it is probably 80 degrees outside whoo whoo!
<3, SaRaH
So before that whole fiasco yesterday, I went to see the DaVinci Code with my mom. It is a good story and I thought that the movie was very well done. However, it presents some things as fact when they really aren't. I'm gonna try not to give too much away because I don't know who plans on seeing it and hasn't seen it yet or read the book. There is one part where one of the characters is explaining the Last Supper picture. And that they believe that Mary Magdalene is sitting next to Jesus because that person has feminine characteristics. And the way they are sitting forms a V, which is supposed to be a symbol for the Holy Grail - a woman's womb as they put it. They said that Jesus and Mary Magdalene were married and that Mary Magdalene had a child named Sarah. Because Sarah is a descendant of the royal bloodline, the movie said that a woman really should have been the head of the church. Sacred femininity. I am all for women being more influential in the church. However, we really don't know if Mary Magdalene was at the Last Supper in that picture or not because Leonardo Da Vinci wasn't there. He painted that picture hundreds of years afterwards so how did he really know that Mary sat next to Jesus at the Last Supper? And is it really a big deal if Jesus and Mary Magdalene were together and had a child? No one ever said that Jesus was a virgin at least in everything that I've read. And no one really knows what he did for 30 years of his life anyways. The Bible mainly focuses on the last 3 years of his life when he performed miracles and taught many of his great teachings. This is as far as I know though. I wish that I knew more about the Bible so that I could discuss it more intelligently. And now I want to read the Da Vinci Code book because it is supposed to go into more detail. That was a long tangent but I had been thinking of all of these things after I saw the movie so I had to write them down.
So yea this summer so far has been more eventful than I thought it would be. I still haven't completely decided if I want to go back up to State in July to take CEM 142. I have been looking at vet school requirements though and it seems like most other schools require it except for MSU of course. So I might as well take it now and get it out of the way. I am getting nervous about applying to vet school. The application opens next week May 31st. I still have to get more hours of vet experience and another letter of recommendation. But I think that I am going to start working with a vet next week at one of the places I applied at. The thing is that I need money. I mean I don't need a lot but theres things coming up that I have to pay for like applying to vet school. To apply to 1 school alone is $137! And the more you apply to it keeps going up from there. I think that I'll keep it to 4 at the most. I have to take the GRE soon too so I'm trying to expand my vocabulary by 500 words for the verbal part. And brush up on my nonexistant math skills lol. I want to get a decent score especially since that test is $130 as well. So I have a lot to keep me busy coming up. And my online class on Animal Welfare starts next week too. Call me crazy for adding another class on this summer but it sounded really interesting. Its about time I take a class that actually interests me. Its a graduate level course too. And grad level courses count as honors experiences and I need 3 more to graduate from the honors college. Which I will do because even though the honors college can be a pain sometimes I have come this far and am all caught up on the amount of honors I'm supposed to have so far so I will finish.
I have been reunited with my Waddles this summer too! Waddles is my cat for those who don't know. I miss her so much when I'm up at school. Even though she is not always well behaved. Last night when Tiff came in to pick me up Waddles darted right out into the apartment hallway. I was scared that she was gonna jump down the stairs. Luckily I caught her and brought her back in here. She thinks that this apartment building is one big house lol. Oh and she likes to play with everything and has been known to eat weird things off the ground like dryer sheets. Other than that, she is a good kitty, seems pretty healthy, and does normal things that cats do like sit in the window and stare at the birds all day.
Ok one more thing and then I'm done I swear. Last weekend, I went up to State because our church gospel choir was performing which ended up to be 3 times for the pastorial anniversary of the church. Plus, that Friday we celebrated Tiff's 21st up at Michelle's apt. What I didn't plan on happening was hooking up with Harold that Saturday night. I had been talking to him that Thursday and told him that I was coming up and he said "Wow really well I should be free" "What are you doing tomorrow after 8 pm" ahahahahaha I was laughing about this with my friends - who asks what you're doing after 8 pm - wouldn't you usually ask what are you doing Friday night or something like that? So that Saturday afternoon, he calls me. Now that may not seem like a big deal but Harold NEVER calls me. The only time he has called me was to tell me that he needed to be let in if he was coming over to Akers after midnight lol. So you can see why I was shocked. He asked if I wanted to hang out and I said sure when I'm done with church which ended up being like 10PM lol - Baptist services never last under 2 hours. So we ended up cuddling on the couch and watching TV. He started touching my arm like lightly brushing it and of course I had to go and get turned on. And you know the rest. It was the best I've ever had :) I know you're thinking why are you still seeing your ex-boyfriend? And in fact I thought that I had gotten over him. But theres something about him. And I don't just like him because he's amazing in bed. He's actually fun to talk to even though he can be really blunt to put it that way. And he respects women which I like. He never tries to put on an act to get in my pants and if I didn't want to do anything with him it wouldn't make him like me any less. I do wish he was more aggressive though. Like when we were looking at each other about to kiss he says "I know what you want to do I'm just waiting for you to do it". Now if he knew what I wanted to do why couldn't he have just leaned in and kissed me? And he is still tripping over how little time he will have for me. He said next year will be even harder for him with classes, supervisor in the cafe, the frat, etc. I know it takes up a lot of his time but couldn't he find at least an hour or 2 per week? No one is studying, working, sleeping, and partying 24 hours a day 7 days a week. Well lol that is the life of some of us college students but I think that if he really wanted a girlfriend he could find time for her. And it wouldn't even have to be spent watching TV and having sex all the time - hell we could study together. But I am not going to count on anything at least as far as a relationship goes because I am not setting myself up to be hurt again. I have been doing just fine being single for the past 6 months. And it feels like longer than that since when Harold and I were in a relationship it didn't really feel like a relationship.
So I'm done. If you actually read all of this, cheers to you! I'm just venting which is what this journal is for. I hope your having a great summer so far if I haven't talked to you. And now I'm about to go find out if the pool is open since it is probably 80 degrees outside whoo whoo!
<3, SaRaH