My step father comitted suicide last friday.. That's both my fathers gone in less than a year WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! God I hate life.. What now?

Just went and visited mike in jail today... what should I do?? I can't control my feelings.. Seeing him again.. Damnit! Its so hard to see someone you care about behind glass.. Not being ab le to have that touch.. Damnit damnit damnit damnit.. No one gets it either.. Well he's down in county.. Is being arrained friday.. Guess we will see from there ( Read more... )

So chris proposed to me last night! After all the shit we've been through this year.. After all the shit I've put him through.. Payin my bills.. Fixin my truck.. Getting my ass outta jail..
Holy fuck.. This feels weird..
But hey he treats me and kiana way better than gold.. And kiana loves him to death..
I don't know this is crazy..

Well the last 2 days have been interesting and this is why ( Read more... )

And like that its over....
Nice...
Ya really need to learn how to make up your mind..
Fuckin hypocrite

I'm not serious why??
Are you kidding me??
Marijuana?

Your new nickname is Excuses..
What will I do when you get sent outta town again?
The same thing I did last time you were outta town for three frickin months!

Seriously talkin bout me not being serious with our relationship.. Your the one dickin around!

Blah!

Why are all guys the fuckin same.. And us stupid girls just keep takin it and takin it.. The crazy shit you do for a person and then get nothing.. Blah..

God help me:(

What in the begeezus is going on.. Life is ridiculous..
Guys are ridiculous

People confuse me...

Went to court yesterday.. Yup just like I said..
Whatever he's being dumb.. What else is new right?

Alright tired as fuck.. Waking up at 4am everyday is kickin my asss