so ya i havent updated in forever. everything is different. but somehow still the same. i still love kendra. i dont know where that will go but now i know it will never change. ive been exploring a different path but my heart is still where its been for the past year so its been hard to decide what i want and need. i still have a lot of thinking ( Read more... )

buy the new green day album. then listen to it until you die.

um, i had beer bratwurst made with natty ice. now were all listening to music and chillin. were gonna cruise around when kelsey gets off work. fuck. meh. uh, party on friday which is gonna be cool. gotta buy some good alcohol. gonna go shower and chill.

im at kees'. i have to get up at 5. tomorrow is gonna suck. gotta work though. bought the new green day today. also bought kendra a book and the resident evil 2 soundtrack. and i bought 2 12 packs of pitch black mountain dew. im obsessed with the shit. the new green day is amazing. kees heard 5 seconds of it and i swear to god he said it was life ( Read more... )

i saw sky captain with kendra yesterday. it was fucking brilliant. were moving tomorrow. im working this week. :) uh, me and kendra are going cd shopping next week and then to islands cuz weve known each other for a year on the 29th. crazy crazy shit. feels like its been years. uh,,,,,i still have laundry to do. oh ya the new mountain dew pitch ( Read more... )

so i finally got this damn computer to work. i was just about to give up too. nothing much has been going on lately as far as parties go. ive been hanging with kendra a little bit and thats been fun. love you babe. we went all around yesterday and i finally got to see the new halloween store which kinda sux even though i thought it would be kick ( Read more... )

ya its monday night and nothing's goin on. i was supposed to go to kees' and watch the passion of the christ and eat beer bratwurst but i ended up with no ride. i didnt really care much cuz i felt kinda outta it today. he got the new amon amarth album so i really wanted to go and lisen to that. some other time. so im still trying to put all the ( Read more... )

ya so last night was good and bad. the good was that jessica came over and stayed the night so that was fun. the bad was that around 12:00 i got almost the sickest ive ever been off alcohol. we were all chillin and then kees and kelsey and some chick rachel came over and we were all hanging and i started spinning and then went to throw up. well ( Read more... )

ya, im bored. i feel like a bastard right now for not letting stuff be dropped. thats one of my major flaws. you piss someone off, you apologize, you let it go. you dont keep calling and opening the wound over and over. so you know who you are, im sorry. anyway, dropping that..........i watched the ring for the first time in like a year. it was ( Read more... )

heres part of a funny review i just read for the new resident evil movie by Roger Ebert. "The only reason this movie was produced was to make money. And the only reason to see it is to spend money." hah. not a favorable review.