so its 5:00 in the morning and im up at kees'. work has finally started up these past couple days and i couldnt be happier. it feels so good to have money. the work weve done has been hauling boxes and bringing in new ones full of shit and its fucking straining. i havent been this sore since i worked with steve last. its satisfying though to wake ( Read more... )

wow, i just poured a lot of shit from my head into an email. it was kind of a last time thing. i hope it gets read cuz that stuff was straight from my heart. im gonna go to bed. i just wish i could fast forward to tomorrow and not be here. but i gotta sleep and then get up and do laundry and make arrangements and then i can leave. so, my plan is a ( Read more... )

its late and im up. im sick of poway and need to get away for a bit. theres just always so much going on down here. and i miss a couple of my friends up there. so tomorrow im going to kees' cuz him mom bitched out on tonight cuz we didnt plan ahead for me to be there. so hopefully that'll be fun and then ill head up to sun city after that. today i ( Read more... )

"you're a rattlesnake, and you're full of shit, i fucking hate you, you're a rattlesnake." rancid kicks ass.

ya so today i got up at like 11:30 which is early for me cuz ive been on such a fucked up sleeping schedule. the other night around 11 i got a call from dietrich asking me why i didnt go to his house to jam on sunday and i told him i was just too tired from so much partying and had to sleep all day. so he asked if i was awake enough to hang out and ( Read more... )

stayed up late and got up early again cuz im a moron and refuse to sleep at night. now i have to do laundry and go over to dietrich's house. im already supposed to be there. whatever. ill be ready eventually. i woke up and went straight to listening to In Flames. so good cuz i havent listened to them in like 2 fucking days which for me is a big ( Read more... )

so its saturday and im awake at 3:00 in the morning. this is cuz ive been sleeping all day and recovering from too much partying this past month. i havent done anything since thursday night and its really satisfying. kees called me last night to go to a party at Jessica's house in Hillcrest but i was seriously too tired to go. tomorrow im finally ( Read more... )

so its friday night at almost 9:00 and instead of being out and about im hungover and at home. i feel like such shit after last night of mixing beer and vodka. you know what they say, "beer before liquor never been sicker." im not doing anything until sunday that i know of right now. on sunday me and dietrich and Ty are gonna have our first band ( Read more... )

ya so im at katies and its thursday night. im really drunk and everyone else is sleeping. tonight it was me, tyler, dietrich, heather(not my cuz), katie, and jessica. pretty fun except now everyone is passed out and im the only one awake. im in the pool room listening to nirvana and drinking. me and dietrich are supposed to jam on sunday and then ( Read more... )

so ya last night i saw the village with matt, heather, and kendra. it was good despite all the reviews and bad word of mouth. you just have to go into it with an open mind and not expect it to be like everything else M. Night Shyamalyan has ever done. it has a really good dark atmosphere about it, with really beautiful violin driven music. the ( Read more... )