ok now im starting to get pissed off...
i know people have been online and on livejournal...and no one has replied to my comments! what the did i do to deserve this? i get my heart ripped out and told it's not my fault.. and everyone stops talking to me! what great friends i have.

it's so hard to stop yourself from doing something you really want to do.....because you love it so much ( Read more... )

tonite was great....
i cleaned my house.. then jade, sogol and i went and played pool for 2 hours straight...it was mostly jade and i playing..she used to be better than me ..but i caught up! we play about the same now. i love pool!

bored rite now...i took my grandma to the library on sunday with ryan and my sister katie..then ryan,caitlan and i went and saw "pirates of the carribean" and it was awesome! i loved it. THEN ryan and i went to the troubador to see f-minus. we hung out with brad,joe,erica,her sister jen, and her brother. sunday was a great day. monday i took off ( Read more... )

my brakes are shot! borrowing my mom's car. getting mine fixed today. yay time to go to work and do nothing for hours. today was my last english class....turned in my portfolio. i don't know if i should drive out to ryan's tonite or not...hmmmm....i want to but it's his turn...and im really poor..suckin the gas!..what to do! what to do! i need ( Read more... )

it's all good

*((new icon of my sister caitlan and i))*

i need to care less

i love being ignored

i love being in 2nd

i need to tell MYSELF im beautiful

i need to learn to be with myself

i need to learn to not give so much and expect what will not come

yesterday was good. i went to ryan's and spent the nite. i past out kinda early-sorry ry! because im bleeding alot and it makes me really tired...ry went to disneyland today with greg (i hope he got me a lollypop-hehehe maybe ( Read more... )

i'd be a writer if i could write/i'd be a painter if i could paint(but i don't have the time)/in love with the 'joker in the pack'/heart burning warm/asking myself if i love to much/i think so/i hate being alone here at home

RADIO VAGO-
Troubadour THURS, MARCH 20th w/SQUAB and THE CIRCUIT SIDE(Radio
from THE NEED). The show starts at 8PM, it's ALL AGES and it's $8. Get there early this is gonna be a great show.