went to bang last nite/twas fun/no alkihol 4 me/drank an adios mofo the nite bfor/yum/danced alot/i liked the brit pop room the best/jade and shannon were getting tired so i danced by myself with my drink in hand/it was great/then louise bummped into me/there was this kewl guy with a huge frizzy blonde fro and a striped jacket/it was hot but then i ( Read more... )

i feel avoided! what is this? "fuckin insanity!"-nerve agents har har ( Read more... )

wrote a story the other day/it kinda reminded me of clockwork orange/don't know if i should put it up here/it isn't revised/i was just writing down randoms/i like it/have to finish up some drawings for my class tomorrow/didn't go to Beat It/tired/as always/always feel like i could just pass out and sleep for a coupla hours/very busy days/hopefully ( Read more... )

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wednesday nite i drove to ryan's coz yeah..i wanted to see him/thursday nite i drove to ryan's coz he had no money for gas/we saw CHICAGO- brilliant! excellent! beautiful! sexy!/reminded me of when i danced on stage all that time ago/i am going to see it again-hopefully soon/and im going to buy the movie-that and-frida, and the 25th hour/anyways- ( Read more... )

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frustrated/dissapointed/confused/

bored.....someone call me it's wednesday nite, and i have nothing to do!

i am so confused/been thinking too much again/"am i in this thing alone?"/partner doesn't respond./not depressed-don't get me wrong/just finding new things/restraint./made friends with hottie girls last nite-layla and lisa/i danced sexxie with layla/shared cigarettes on the porch with her/got bathroom privilages from lisa/thank goodness girls hold ( Read more... )

this one's optimistic: modeling-sanda-loui-ami/3 weeks of freedom left/after- busy-ness starts/must work more/get white ass outta bed/painting portraits keeps me away from absolute starvation/owe-ing parents mucho dinero-turns into house murals for payment/lazy boys/bad sleep last nite/much twisting and tangling/un+cum+for+table/curving spine/help ( Read more... )