Im struggling to keep on the track i promised myself. New circumstances dont help and ive strayed twice recently but both times totally regretted. I try and be honest with new relationships that friends are coming round (totally innocent) and all i get is bitchyness, silence and a mood... Makes me wish i had actually done something and there would be reason for me to be getting earache - rather than for just being honest. Trying to be good, but its hard.
I feel stuck. Like I've been living the same days over and over. Kind of a Groundhog Day effect, if you will. The monotony of my day to day has driven me insane. More accuratly, I have developed severe anxiety disorder. I am a zombie now. All grown up.
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