Im on the verge of having a total emotional breakdown. I cant handle everything thats going on in my life right now. All these emotions are welled up inside me and ready to come out but Im not ready for them to come to the surface just yet. I dont know if I can deal with having my feelings out in the open for everyone to see and talk about because ( Read more... )

Well, my mom went and talked to Mrs. Green today at school so I am once again a cheerleader!

Im exhausted so I dont want towrote anymore!

RandiKay!

I have this numbing pain shooting through my chest as I sit here and think about my life. I realize now how come people usually turn to music to help them with whatever they are feeling inside! But about this pain, I havent felt like this in a long time. Nothing good comes from me feeling this way. It just hurts so bad; it even hurts to breathe in ( Read more... )

Friends come so rare these days. As you get older you begin to realize that you have friends to come and go but none that truly stay around. You learn that theres only one person in the whole entire world that you can trust and that would only be yourself! I dont understand why people act the way they do. People talk about one another and make ( Read more... )

As of 6th period today, I am no longer a Gold Varsity Cheerleader. I QUIT!!

RandiKay!!

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MISS JENNY BROWN!!!

HOPE YOU HAD A GRET BIRTHDAY!!!

RandiKay!

I HAVE A MAJOR PROBLEM AND I NEED HELP BADLY!!!!

HELP ME!!!

RandiKay!!

I LOVE JAMES BRANDON MAY!!! (I know, I know... you dont have to say it!)

I havent wrote in here in a couple of days because Ive had a lot going thru my head and I didnt know what exactly to write and how to write it. Im still kind of blank on how to write what I want. Well.. I guess I can just start with thursday which was a very crazy day... well night atleast ( Read more... )

I know I wrote in here yesterday about someone that I thought could help me be happy right now until I could be with Brandon again but I was wrong... OH SOO TOTALLY WRONG! There's only one person that can make me happy and ofcouse we all know who that is by now..lol.. JAMES BRANDON MAY!!! I love that boy no matter what I say... I cant help myself! ( Read more... )

I'm extremely sad today and I dont know why! I dont even know exactly why Im soo depressed! I heard a song today that just fit me right now except its a guy talking about a girl and for me it'd be a girl talking about a guy! The song is "Over and Over" by Nelly and Tim McGraw! It's a really good song! Sheww I dont know what to do. Today is the ( Read more... )